Go Go Go!!!

Averaging 7 homework a day has been a curse studying in A levels. Most of my friends ( taylors and inti) has been discussing the pressure they had studying, saying that lecturer should not be so strict about the amount of work given to students; saying that lecturer should not be forcing students to study so hard. Lecturer here and lecturer there, pressure here pressure there, and even complaint that they are going to faint if they continue to study. As a results, got quite a number of students starting to quit A level ( even SAM and ICPU). IT is such a pity, i had been studying and exchange notes with them since the start of semester, and some of them quits even the 1st semester still in progress. I wonder how rich is their parents, wiling to spend so much in the tuition fee( forget about the miscellaneous fee) in the end they get nothing.....

" I am just not good enough for it" This is the most common reasons i have listen from my friends.
Not good enough huh? For all of the students i have seen so far, i know most of them are actually not talented in whatsoever, and they absorbed to new things very slowly, not to mention adapt to the environment... However, they impress me!! Even though they are the slowest among the others, but they wiling to put an effort on it. Work through it , and really force themselves into the issue. However, for some reasons, i quite pity them. Watch to their eyes, their hand, i know that they sure have gone through a lot of difficulties. I do not want to ask they what happen ( in case make them sad i sure lost one of my friend >.<), but i can tell, some of them are really pressured, they bite their hand, even their legs, leaving marks and marks of pain, forcing themselves to continue. I wonder... Education should be a fun thing to be done. But for them, it is a responsibility. A tool that will craved their future, an unknown future, that deep inside their heart, terrorist them...

Recently i been asked : " Wa!!! Got so many homework, somemore you need to do your own notes, do you have enough time for that? Dont u fell stress?" Pressure? Stress? I wonder whats the meaning of that, i had never experience something like that before? But with the amount of work daily, forcing me to sleep late everyday.... and thats mean pressure? and thats mean strees? I dont know anything about it. All i know is, today i got how many homework, and tomorrow has how many homework, and set a goal of time to finish it.
Stress? Pressure? For me they are only words, can be construct into a phase, that eventually stimulates psychology problem in someone.
Hence if i dont think about it, maybe it will bring relaxation ( my goal ^^)

I wonder when i started to have this kind of thought. When i first step into society? Work in society? That time it really trilled me, finally i got a chance to get some experience from society ( and some money >.<). But things did not as perfect as i imagine. Go through some difficulties, but i learn a lot of things.... To survive? Very easy!!! Just need to know
1) Society is CRUEL!!! If you are not more evil than others, then u will sure get eliminates
2) Be NO1!!! People will not remember you even you get 2nd place. There is always no second place
3) Never TRUST others!!! everyone is wearing a mask, never reveal their true self. Because if so, they will not get they want
4) Be socialite and must know how to talk good things in front of superior!!! A hardworking person will not success forever!!! Only will get a chance to get rejected

I cannot imagine the life without being successful in life!!! ( the only thing i wan is a happy family =.=). Therefore i kept working hard, to become no.1, to become a better person, i dont wan to see myself repeat the same mistake i did in my secondary. I do not want to become the useless, unproductive person I used to be. No matter whats is in front, i will win, crave my own pathway. Because The taste of a lose, is never be good. Winning is 110% more interested