People say that humans have dream because they have imagination, but i think people have imagination because they have something that they will never achieve. Example is the creation of fairy tales. Every time i finish a fairytale story, i always ask myself, why the ending of a fairytale story is always perfect, why in love novel and magazines, love seems fun, interesting, and caring? Why people always let others to see the part which fill with goodness, but not the evil side of a person? Why...... The world has a lot of why, just like thousand of boxes on the floor, but inside every boxes, it is empty, because such thing like answer, is never exist in the beginning.
Then what is ambition? Ambition is realistic, it is said to be a job or a status a person who want to achieve. Ahhh, now people starting to be realistic, this is a good point of improving. But even thought they have an ambition have a target, but they never make realistic steps to achieve it.
If they do not have the heart to achieve it, why in the 1st time, they wanted to have an ambition? Just because everyone has an ambition? Just because since a little child people start asking you what you wanna become in the future? Once again, ambition is just a another form of unrealistic figure.
Even i place ambition and dream as unrealistic category, i still cannot help myself to have dream and ambition. Reason? Simple, i do not want to lose to others, i need a target, but before that i need dream and ambition? I told others that my ambition is becoming a dentist, but i never tell them about why i want to become a dentist. Haha, even i tell them, they all will laugh me because of childishness. But for me, able to act like a children, is happier to act as an adult 1000x. It really do. Imagine children are able to act without restriction, and no one will ever blame u for doing mistakes, and no need to get worried about something else. Ahem, back to topic, i set my ambition to become a dentist, because i want to see people smile, with confidence, all day long......
Imagine got once u are set into a situation. Why people are crying? Why people are not listening to me? The situation is really depressed, making me do not want to see that anymore. At least, i want to see others smile, that has lost in me. This is the only thing i do not have.... I am able to laugh, but never able to smile deep from the heart. All i can smile of is movement on the face only. Ah, if this is the thing that i cannot have in my life, i as well get it from others. Hence i started to have ambition become dentist. I wanna create the uppermost confidence among my patient, this the second when i started to work hard...... Since ambition is not enough, so the another thing that push me is my dream. I want to see everyone around me to be happy, especially the person who i love and cares most. But since i had say that dream is made to be not granted. Hence u should know what i mean, my only regret in my life, is never see the smile again.
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15 years ago
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