During the exam

Finally it come down to the last 2 weeks of exam, is it a bless or a curse. Time flew so quickly, without noticing there are only 4 more papers to go. Even so, instead of spend time revising back some old topic, i spend more time on games. It is just like what all my friends said, this type of timetable are meant to be slack, even my friend who going to buy a book to read, go into some kind of ridiculous website, search for an even more ridiculous book title, and went to pyramid popular to ask about the book... in the end, the popular which consider small by my friend, say it does not have the book, and asked him to either wait for 3 months, or fill a form to "tempah" it from overseas. What he do is, he just dont bother and said, i might as well search for another book. Omg, imagine how free he is.

Denied the fact that exam in on the way, i still searching a way to use my car... What to do? My parents wont allow me to drive during exam. So thats mean the futherest place i can go is bukit jalil.. Again!! Arr, i starting to hate the road to bukit jalil. Maybe if i find my friends, and suggest to go shopping or go somewhere else, can put my car into good use. Yes!! I am such a brilliant fella, lets start off with ching yee...exam till end of november....next is chiping or chia yang.....examing......next is form 5 fella.....spm. Ok i give up, i getting to understand this period of time everyone is busy preparing for their final exam. Who will actuallly went out to have a movie during this period.

Interestingly, there are one person who always online recently, starting to get curious. So i just open a chatbox and ask. "i got 3 assingment to pass up this week, and chem quiz as well, so is like so much work to do. Starting to feel the pressure." Ahh, now i only realize, everyone are working hard now, and yet what i doing now is slacking, doing things aimlessly. Even during holiday, i should not slack like this, should do something more meaningful. O well, i might as well get back to work again. It is never too late to realize own mistake though, it just like what i used to said in the beggining of the semester. What i used to say......

P.S.>> Everyone inspired me this time, the motivation is no longer given by one person any longer. So is it this time, i getting more to more to myself?

Just like usual

Dont know how many days ago, i went to pasar malam in sunway after college with sie hui. To be honest, this is the 1st time i went to pasar malam since i have move to serdang to live. The scene is still the same, the environment is still the same. Although the location is different ( the pasar malam i go is in pj), but everything still look unchange. I look around, walking around, finding delicious food to try on.... i think the only thing i manage to do in 20mins is just eat. So i think i dont have time to walk around to buy some stuff. Somemore i got only rm2, what can i do with that =.=. Suffering!! Saw so many tasty looking stuff... as if they are waving hand, come here and eat me, i am delicious, but ARGGG, nothing i can do without cash. So in the end i return, at least not empty handed, i manage to buy some ikan stuff to feed on, but it is not as delicious as the one i bought in pj. Luckily Sie Hui would love to share some of her chao lo pak with me haha.

Just the blink of the eyes, i saw a old couple selling soya bean. By the time i realize it is when i am in the car. Is it the one who i used to be a customer since i was small? I remember, when i am just a little innocent child, i am unusually wild when my parents say we are going to pasar malam, because going to pasar malam, i get see a lot of stuff. Remark~~ SEE. Everytime i go pasar malam, i only given the task to take the stuffs that my mother bought. I never manage to buy anything. It is a rule, because we are poor, we cannot spend money on unessary things, even toys i get it free from my cousins. Even so, going pasar malam is a havoc for me, every sunday is a bless, I went to pasar malam with my mom, going around, buying fruits and breads, and in the end i get to buy a pack of SOYA BEAN!! Yeah, soya bean drink is the only thing i get when i go pasar malam. However, the soya bean is tasteless, because it has too many ice, and the amount of sugar is too low. But worth it since it only cost me 80sens, more than that, it is made using the traditional way, not using some kind of machine, so i love it. Even so, that was about 5 years ago, i think next time i visit the stall again, the stall keeper will be a diffrent person, no longer the old couple who always ask, kid, wan to buy soya? It can make u grow taller o.

When sie hui bought the chao lo pak go, it reminds me of my friend dad and mom who also chao lo pak goh on the street. I never tried before, whenever i go pasar malam, i saw my friend, helping her parents to pluck the tauge roots, and now the person who standing in front of me, look just like my friend's dad, but i think he will not recongnize me, and dont even know about the promise i made with his daughter.

"How far can i ride without looking back" Takemoto Yuuta, Honey and Clover

The world is spinning, people are moving, if we not moving, we will lost our balance and fall, and yet i kept looking at past. I think is the time, to adjust myself again.