Yesterday is the big day, 3 subject exam day, 3 hardest paper of all, physics statistics and chemistry. Luckily i am a good student, got do every stats exercise my lecturer ask me to do, so now i can just review some of my exercise, then i can prepare other 2 subject. The day before that is torturing, 2 days before the exam i start study since 8am, till 3am the next day. The 1st time in my life i have been so hardworking, and yet i have only finish one subject, o my mistake, i finish half of the subject. Great work huh, and yet i still got one subject to go, wake up at 7am, continue with another subject. Sleepy yet tiring, i went to baths 5 times, drink a lot of ginseng, no coffee thank you, and some chinese tea as well. in the end i reach my goal, slept at 12am. Good, i guess i all prepared for now, i wish i can study more but then i guess i m too tiring for that. So i went to exam with less confidence, but then i kept teling myself dont think the question is that hard, and so i went through the 1st paper with no problem, at least better than bio. Chem is up next and it is easier than it looks, the 1st time in this exam i actually got time check my paper. Stats appear the hardest, i dunno how to do a question worth 10marks, arr never mind, i guess i did my best, and i guess i totally exhausted before that paper. Before i went home, i went to some place randomly, and have a sit, take a deep breath, man wat a day, seriously make me wanna pengsan, after that i drove my car, woo, two days to go, have to work hard.

Amazingly i got the ability to study for such a loong period, and this time i have no inspiration at all. Got a period i seriously need to find a way to inspire myself, all my inspiration dunno where to get, in the end i went to a website i visited ages ago, my own blog, i read it, and it inspire me back, surprise surprise, the emo word that i used to write really inspire me, and all thanks to this, i become determined, very determined, i think i really need to write more in the future, and for sake of me as well.

2 more days, i will officially free, and i can do a lot of things i never did before, good good, i cannot wait for that day, i can go to my friend uni and chuan them, say i holiday u all dont have, but i headache about uni application, i guess i start with IELST. ok jia you!!