Rainy days

The month of october... I thought september will have more rainy day. In the end, all the rain happen in october. How sad, i want to go out to play baskeball... in the end stop by the rain. I think i come to realize that why actually the boss of Berjaya group willing to spend millions to build a interior basketball court for his son, to show how rich they are of course =.=. Rain rain rain... even my friend ask me wanna go out for basketball also rejected by rain. Haiz, wanna find somemore to chat also cannot, reason? Rain = no computer= easy to get asleep= no need to fan about parents scold us for playing computer games. And because of rain, the number of insect are increasing significantly, all flew in my house, and here comes insect festival, yeah!!

Since i am form 1, i hate rain. Main reason? Because no basketball.... Seriously, everytime rain when i wan to prepare the next match, and my passion towards basketball is very high that time (basketball can kao lui ^^). But now, things has change, i starting to felt in love with rain, everytime it starting to rain, i sit outside, looking at the sky. Ahh, now i only know that actually behind the sky blue sky, there are always the dark side, just like everyone in our life. But why people never show thier dark side to the others, i prefer to see the dark side of their rather than the bright side, in fact this make things more interesting. Pili Pala Pili Pala, this is the sound when the rain hits the leafs, never thought to be so beautiful, yet gentle. Everytime when the rain gets bigger, i sit outside my house, listen to the rain with my dog. Make me realize, it has been ages since i sit calmly with my dog, cursing the rain to stop.

Most people say that, those fella who love rain, is actually a very sad person. Even my phone theme agree so, " I walk in the rain, so that no one will actually see me, cry" I love this theme, it is the best. But i disagree with the fact that i am a sad person. I admit that once i am a pathetic person who trying to hide a lot using a smile on my face. But now i realize that i am the most lucky person on earth. Compared to those person who actually lose their parents, kick out by their parents, and what i refer to in not only humans, even all the animals..and even that, they still have smiles on their face, trying to entertain peoples, although i dont know when, they hide behind the pillows, sobbing. Appreciate, this is what my uncle told me when he calculate by "ba zhi". Appreciate, is the most valuable lesson i learn in my life as well.

The rain stops, without getting realize by me. And now, i think i better get back to work. As exam is my last chance, to prove to all of them that, i am not the same loser anymore